The First time Part 1

The first time I met him I was so sweet and innocent even though all my friends in school had already broken their virginity, I was pure and naive but a part of me was envious I really wanted to be apart of that world the thought of being touched by a guy sent shivers down my spine.

The way my girlfriends spoke about men and the things they did shocked me.

The day I met him I was with my girls, the way he looked at me his smile that mischievous look on his face I should have known he was trouble.

We exchanged numbers he called me up that night when I was in bed, the conversation was flowing it  soon went from what do you do, to what are you wearing, there was just something about him he made me feel mischievous he made me laugh, he just had that vibe.

We were speaking on the phone for like a whole month, he always wanted me to meet up with him but as usual I made up some excuse, the truth is I knew what he wanted, I was talking the talk on the phone but I was still a virgin I wouldn't know what to do, where to begin and I knew eventually he would figure out, so after about a month he was like look I've had enough of all this talking on the phone if we don't meet up soon I'm going to assume you're not interested. My heart sunk I knew I couldn't get away with it for much longer. I agreed that next week Friday we could hang out I could hear him smiling over the phone, that cheeky smile that he has the one that gave me butterflies in my stomach the first time I met him.

I had one week to prepare I shaved my legs, I tried to watch porn but it was too gross for me, I didn't want to ask my friends about their first time because I lied and told them I wasn't a virgin, I couldn't speak to my sisters because growing up I was hated by them, I've always felt like the dark horse in my family, so I really had no one to talk to, no one to give me advice I was pretty much on my own.

So Friday was here, the day I would finally meet him when we met I could tell he was nervous too, we spoke for ages listened to some music it felt nice. I was trying to avoid eye contact with him I was so nervous I could feel my legs trembling. I felt his soft hands on my cheeks stroking my face he leaned forward and placed his lips on my lips, his lips were so big and soft as we kissed I felt the butterflies in my stomach at that moment nothing else mattered,  I could hear myself telling him I loved him in my head, as he was kissing me I slowly took his hand and placed it on my vagina just on top I was still wearing my jeans, I didn't know where that confidence came from I surprised myself. 

He unbuttoned my jeans and slowly pulled down my zip, I could feel my vagina throbbing faster than my heart, then he placed his fingers inside my knickers and then inside my vagina. He told me it felt so warm, his fingers going deeper and deeper inside it hurt but felt so good at the same time, I gasped. I never knew my vagina could get so wet.

He pulled down his trousers and his boxers, that was the first time I had ever seen a guy's penis I wasn't sure whether it was too big, small or the right size, it was a little hairy it made me chuckle inside. He slowly  placed his penis onto my lips I had never done it before this was all new to me, do I lick it do I suck it, I was way too shy to ask him, as I opened my mouth he placed his penis inside so slowly,  he was very delicate with me, for some reason I always imagined sex to be rough and wild. But so far it was very gentle I didn't want it to end. 

As I wirled my tongue around  his penis I looked up at him the look on his face it was almost as if he was in love 

He asked me how many times have I had sex I froze,  could he sense that I was a virgin, should I tell him the truth should I lie my mind was racing I just blurted out, I've never had sex before. He looked up at me and smiled and said I know, I was in love with him I just wanted this moment to never end. He told me he would be gentle with me, he started kissing me on my lips again  then moved down to my neck, there was something about the neck, with every kiss I could feel my vagina getting wetter and wetter.  He slowly pulled down my jeans this was it I was finally going to break my virginity, he asked me if I was okay I mumbled yes.